I won't find you. If we were meant to be, you will find me!

Maybe in another lifetime

I know this is not going to end the way I want it to. I know I have damaged things beyond repair. This life wasn’t meant to get things going my way..but maybe, in another lifetime.

Near Strangers!

It would be such a shame
to have lived, laughed and walked,
on the same grounds, both you and I,
to have crossed paths every single day
for so long, two years I'd say,
but to have never said a word
to have not known the other
to leave unacquainted
to have never known the person you were
and not know if I'd missed out on a friend.

Believe me I know

It must feel so terrible
to be turned down every time
to be turned inside out
and salted when raw
Believe me, I know
been there, burnt so many times
scarred for so long now
that the pain no longer shows
it just...burns and glows.

Too long you have left me here to die,
not anymore, not this time.....

Uniform

I came across this song a few days back and I thought I'd add the lyrics here. Because they make a lot of sense, and are true in a twisted serene way. Its called uniform by bloc party

There was a sense of disappointment as we left the mall
All the young people looked the same
Wearing their masks of cool and disinterest
Commerce dressed up as rebellion
Because we are so handsome and we are so bored
So entertain us, tell me a joke
Make it long, make it last forever
Make it cruel just make me laugh
We can't be hurt
Drink to forget your blues on the weekend
Think about more things to buy
The TV taught me how to sulk and to love nothing
And how to grow my hair long
So why do you go picking fights that you will lose?
(When u have entertainment, when give you things to pass the time)
So why do you have to go thinking thoughts that are above you?
(You can be happy, just play dumb)
Well I was brave
And unique,
Intelligent,
A snowflake
I could have been a hero
No-one can be trusted over the age of 14
Tattoo our arms
Converse shoes
Cynical
But we still do it
We tell ourselves that we're different
I've gotten so good at lying to myself
All, all my pain and honour is used up
All my guns are rusted
So when are you going to realise those are not your wrongs to right
Have another line, have another drink
(Pop songs won’t change the government)
I am a martyr I just need a motive
I am a martyr I just need a cause
I'm a believer I just need to a moment
I'm a believer I just need a cause
We're finding it hard to break the mould
We are finding it so hard to be alone
We're finding it hard to have time by ourselves
We have nothing at all to say
Uniform
There was a sense of disappointment as we sped away
All the teenagers looked the same

Come away

Come burn this evasive dream,
Haunted nights it’s led me to.
Come let’s walk quietly away,
Lead me to somewhere new.