Remember

Remember when we were young
they taught us how
to talk
to write
to walk

We never realized that
they also taught us how
to live
to breathe
to exist

and that any deviation would
never be forgiven...

Let's pretend

Let’s pretend you’re here

Let’s pretend for just a while

I’d pretend you never left

And you can act like you still care.

You can imagine me to be all you ever wanted

You are already everything I want

I’d hold you tight,

Maybe you could hold me too.

We could lie down together

We could pretend to see a million stars in the sky

I’d cook for you,

You could pretend to like it too

I’d do anything for you

Maybe you could say you would too

It doesn’t have to be true, just say you do.

Tell me you still love me

I’ll tell you it’s not true

You could pretend to be annoyed

And then I’d hug you

But for now I’ll just bury my dreams

Pretend that you buried yours too.

Let go

What part of us was truly real?
Or were we just living a lie?
With false pretense did we seal
our fate or would we just deny?
Was everything about us fake?
Who is to tell what is right,
What it is that we can't take
Was it ever worth the fight?
The sun sets even in paradise,
So tonight we'll say our last goodbye
Who's to say that the sun will never rise
But this broken heart shall no longer cry.
No longer cry for who we were
For maybe none of it was ever real.

I give up.....on life, on love.....everything

I wish I could warn the world about it. Tell them how disastrous it really is. I see happy faces around and wonder why it can't be me. Big sins I must have committed to be punished this way. Who is to say what is right and what is not? You make one last sacrifice just to hope that if not you, at least he will be set free. This pain is my own and I'll deal with it. The truth about things one shall never know. I'll die with it alone.This shall be my one good deed.
Write it down God for someday I shall come redeem it. You took away so much. One day I shall live too. Even if I have to wait a lifetime....

But then what is the point of living if every moment is as painful as this. Is it not better to die?

Written in an instant!

I don't want this dream to end
don't want to wake up,
don't want to pretend
but alas I have my life to mend.

I wish I could just run away,
with no one to lead me astray.
Oh, how I would love to run,
and run I will once this is done.

With you

It felt like a million stars had burst

That they’d fallen just for me and you

For every wish I’d made had come true.

It felt like the first rain of the season

That it’d poured because we’d asked it to

That the very earth I stood on belonged to you.

For the first time in all my years

That you’d catch every silly tear

That made its way to the surface.

With you I feel like a queen

Who finally found her kingdom

A kingdom which you found for me

Where I can finally be free

A kingdom which belongs to me

Just like

I belong to you

Doesn't Hurt!