Where am I?

Sometimes I wonder where I have landed up. Is this how people are in the "outside" world. Is this how strange people are? Do I have to spend the rest of my life among them or can I go back to the people who are like me coz I find none like that here..I am lost. Where do I belong? Why am I here? I wish I could find my place, not be judgmental not be condescending. I am not good, maybe not even half as good as them, but I know that I am not like them and they are not like me. I am tired of trying to fit in, to lose my identity and merge but its not me and not where I want to be. Where do I go from here.....