Let go

What part of us was truly real?
Or were we just living a lie?
With false pretense did we seal
our fate or would we just deny?
Was everything about us fake?
Who is to tell what is right,
What it is that we can't take
Was it ever worth the fight?
The sun sets even in paradise,
So tonight we'll say our last goodbye
Who's to say that the sun will never rise
But this broken heart shall no longer cry.
No longer cry for who we were
For maybe none of it was ever real.

I give up.....on life, on love.....everything

I wish I could warn the world about it. Tell them how disastrous it really is. I see happy faces around and wonder why it can't be me. Big sins I must have committed to be punished this way. Who is to say what is right and what is not? You make one last sacrifice just to hope that if not you, at least he will be set free. This pain is my own and I'll deal with it. The truth about things one shall never know. I'll die with it alone.This shall be my one good deed.
Write it down God for someday I shall come redeem it. You took away so much. One day I shall live too. Even if I have to wait a lifetime....

But then what is the point of living if every moment is as painful as this. Is it not better to die?