Imagery

I told you the words won't rhyme,
The birds won't sing, the bells won't chime.
The beauty you held, the truth you'd deny,
The way you'd believe every single lie.
And now you're world is crashing down,
smashed, broken and falling around.
I can't see tears flowing out,
Still in shock, are you in doubt?
Did you not believe me when I said,
That it's over now, it's time we fled.

Go away, it's over now!
Go. Find a way out somehow.

~Fin~

Its time I said goodbye,
Left words unsaid for far too long.
There is little left to do,
Little I can say to put it right.
I've let you down everytime,
I see the look in your eyes.
Yes, I saw you cry,
Heard you deny.
It's not your fault, it's all mine.
So I'm running away,
Not for you to find.
Maybe you'll forgive me someday,
For running, for leaving this way.

"Everything that comes together will fall apart someday!"

I may be vain, but I do not want to die without making sure that a considerable population has read everything that I have to say. I want to be famous enough for people to want to know how I became the person that I did....and I want them to read this blog. It may not be great, but it is part of who I am. I will be miserable if the blog died with me! That just wouldn't do..

Its time!

Its been 3 weeks now,
the sand is soaked by tears unleashed by the heavens,
it took it all and its been far too kind,
the mercy has been tested now.

you cried too long, you cried too much
now the battle rages inside of me
too long I fought this war for you,
its time you fight for me too!

Why me?

Oh prettyness!
You smiled at me,
What was it that you did see?
Was it the broken heart,
or the loss of hope
that gave you such glee?

Tell me that you smiled at me,
not because it was mercy
but because you truly felt,
understood,
what you did to me.

Tell me that it couldn't be.
It was just a dream I dared to see.
That you are not so kind,
but a cruel minion of the devil
that everyone knows you to be.

Dimensions

This pretentious world leaves me cold, she said. Chills, freezes and breaks all hopes one could ever nurture. Its easy to get lost in the web. To believe the lies to be true, to confuse myth with reality and so easy to live the lie. Isn't it warmer to be burnt in the fire of the deception than to step out and take a walk in the rain.
She laughs a hollow laugh as she puts on her hallowed jewels.

I could get used to this, she smiled at the reflection in the mirror. An image that fought so hard to fit in and yet not get lost in the crowd.
"What is it like to laugh?" she asked.
But you just laughed, I questioned as I held up the trail of her gown.
Laugh? That's not a laugh. Its just a crackle that emerges every time you want to scream. You'll learn little one, you're still new. You'll learn very soon....