In a drunken haze it all came back to  me,
this strange new place,
Is this where I was meant to be?
with bloodshot eyes and sleepless nights,
and now being blinded by  psychedelic bright lights.
The madness made me want to scream,
was  this really my divine immortal dream?
What happened to my hightened  imagery?
the glorious life, the moments i'd prayed to see?
And then it hit,  and it hit hard.
Cruel destiny had played its final card.
This is  where I always wanted to be,
Amidst madness, and forbidden mercy.
Imperfect post...but written in a haze. Torn between wanting to write a good piece and crawl into bed. Alas, sleep prevailed. :)