I give up.....on life, on love.....everything

I wish I could warn the world about it. Tell them how disastrous it really is. I see happy faces around and wonder why it can't be me. Big sins I must have committed to be punished this way. Who is to say what is right and what is not? You make one last sacrifice just to hope that if not you, at least he will be set free. This pain is my own and I'll deal with it. The truth about things one shall never know. I'll die with it alone.This shall be my one good deed.
Write it down God for someday I shall come redeem it. You took away so much. One day I shall live too. Even if I have to wait a lifetime....

But then what is the point of living if every moment is as painful as this. Is it not better to die?

Written in an instant!

I don't want this dream to end
don't want to wake up,
don't want to pretend
but alas I have my life to mend.

I wish I could just run away,
with no one to lead me astray.
Oh, how I would love to run,
and run I will once this is done.

With you

It felt like a million stars had burst

That they’d fallen just for me and you

For every wish I’d made had come true.

It felt like the first rain of the season

That it’d poured because we’d asked it to

That the very earth I stood on belonged to you.

For the first time in all my years

That you’d catch every silly tear

That made its way to the surface.

With you I feel like a queen

Who finally found her kingdom

A kingdom which you found for me

Where I can finally be free

A kingdom which belongs to me

Just like

I belong to you

Doesn't Hurt!

Imagery

I told you the words won't rhyme,
The birds won't sing, the bells won't chime.
The beauty you held, the truth you'd deny,
The way you'd believe every single lie.
And now you're world is crashing down,
smashed, broken and falling around.
I can't see tears flowing out,
Still in shock, are you in doubt?
Did you not believe me when I said,
That it's over now, it's time we fled.

Go away, it's over now!
Go. Find a way out somehow.

~Fin~

Its time I said goodbye,
Left words unsaid for far too long.
There is little left to do,
Little I can say to put it right.
I've let you down everytime,
I see the look in your eyes.
Yes, I saw you cry,
Heard you deny.
It's not your fault, it's all mine.
So I'm running away,
Not for you to find.
Maybe you'll forgive me someday,
For running, for leaving this way.

"Everything that comes together will fall apart someday!"