DARK HORSE!!!

Lost in the shadows,
living amongst unknown,
buried in woes,
waiting for dawn.

You watch the race,
sit back and wait,
ananlysing the pace,
never taking the bait.

The flags fly high,
the race is about to begin.
Yet you refuse to try,
there's a silence in this din.

Every race you'd win,
if only you'd run.
But you choose to sin
turning away from the sun.

Renascence...

i have been waiting,
watching what you are looking for,
I've been screaming,
trying to know if you'll hear me.

now that i know you,
it all seems so easy.
for what I'm going to do,
will wipe you out for eternity.

many have fallen
in trying to break me.
now that I'm calling,
i want you to see.

when i start screaming,
i want you to know,
from ashes am rising.
its time for you to go.

unheard cries...

As I stifle yet another cry,
I let yet another part of me die,
How long do I carry on?
When do I get to see the light of dawn?

Go ahead, hurt me again,
Am now used to all the pain,
Go ahead, inflict some more,
Break the heart you’ve already torn.

My tears no longer fall,
I choke and take it all.
Bury it deep inside me,
Try not to let you see.

I let another scream die,
Can’t break free, no matter how hard I try.
You see all the pain and hurt,
& yet choose to leave this cry unheard.

but how can i?

I wish I could just walk away,
Pretend this never happened,
But my past refuses to leave me,
Nothing lets me forget your effrontery.

I try to garner the courage,
To look up and look into your eyes,
To be able to tell you that I’m alright,
When all I want is for you to hold me tight.

I remember the day you broke my heart,
I pretended that I didn’t feel a thing,
But how can I forgive you?
Believe that I can forget you?

You were the light in my life,
The hope when all else failed,
The truth amidst all fallacy,
But how was I to know that someday,
You would fail me……

..............

It has always been easier to pretend,
Than trying to bring this pain to an end.
I rather drift away from you,
Drift away while the memories are few.
I should have known right from the start,
I can’t believe I let you break my heart.
Now suddenly your smile seems fake,
All your promises have started to break.
You tell me your sorry and everything is the same,
But I find it hard to accept your claim.
I’ve believed in your lies for too long,
All my trust in you has now long gone.
I don’t need you and neither do you,
Its time to stop pretending, I’ll start my life anew,
Only this time….without you.

better off alone

The world had just fooled me,
In believing I was crazy.
I tried to be perfect,
But I was nowhere close to it.
It was never enough,
I guess life was meant to be tough,
I’d always try to find the right things to say,
Try to play things the right way.
I thought it was easy,
But you had just fooled me
And left me feeling so empty
And nobody could see
All the pain I had inside...

I decided to let it go,
Tried to never let the pain show,
And believed that someday you would know,
But,
I guess I am better off alone.

tainted love

how can u expect me to be happy
when i asked for patience, you didn't show me any,
how can you say you love me?
every time i was in pain, you just let me be.
you left me alone to fight my fears,
you weren't there to wipe my tears.
do you know you are the reason i cry?
you will be the reason i'll have to die.
if ever the world breaks apart,
if gods cry n all tears run dry.
if the world ends and hell descends,
you can search the seven seas for me,
but i'll be gone just so that u could see,
we were never meant to be,
your love always seemed too empty...